For you, I will.

If I could dim the lights in the mall and create a mood, I would. Shout out your name so it echos in every room, I would.

Imagino se ela ainda o saberá.

End of an Era

I will miss the train ride in and the pranks pulled by the twins. And though it's nowhere I have been, I'll keep on smiling for the times I had with them.

Thank you ♥

(My first true love)

Amor Cólera

"Era a benevolência de quem amava sem exigência, de quem sofria sem requerer espelho no outro, era a aceitação pacífica de quem nunca esteve em combate, pois nunca quis guerra para ter o que quer. Era a constatação de não querer ferir o outro com um sentimento tão dócil e, assim, guardavam-no no álbum, na esperança deste sobreviver."

Catarina Maciel - Amor Cólera

Eu.

- Tens um cigarro?

-Estou a tentar parar de fumar.

-Eu também. Mas agora queria alguma coisa nas mãos.

-Tu tens uma coisa nas mãos, agora.

-Eu?

-Eu.

I won't let this build up inside of me.

She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame. All the torment and the pain leaked through and covered me. I'd do anything to have her to myself. Just to have her for myself. She is everything to me. The unrequited dream,the song that no one sings, the unattainable. She's a myth that I have to believe in.

She isn't real.I can't make her real.

I won't let this build up inside of me.

.

"Foder é perto de te amar, se eu não ficar
perto."

Já não vives em mim.

Já não vives em mim. O calor que emanava do teu corpo, do teu sorriso, dos teus olhos já não me chega. Foram horas, dias, meses perdidos em batalhas entre a razão e o desejo, entre a vontade de colar o teu corpo ao meu e a noção da ausência de sentimentos que pudessem dar sentido a essa vontade. Foi belo. Agradeço-te por isso. Mas já não vives em mim…

M.

If you read this wherever you are

Just know I need you near me now

You are brighter than the pale withe moon reflected in your eyes

So I guess it's not surprise

I will always carry you in my heart

Summer days will fade away but memories will always stay the same

I'm hoping you will never change

Don't ever change

I never thought I'd feel this way

And as far as I'm concerned, I'm glad I got the chance to say

That I do believe I love you
And if I should ever go away

Well then close your eyes and try to feel the way we do today

And then if you can remember

Keep smiling, keep shining

Knowing you can always count on me, for sure

That's what friends are for

For good times and bad times

I'll be on your side forever more

That's what friends are for.

Don't ever change.

01 - A Favorita

But..

Now that it’s all said and done

I can’t believe you were the one

To build me up and tear me down

What you said when you left

Just left me cold and out of breath

Guess I let you get the best of me

And when you slammed the front door shut

A lot of other’s opened up

So did my eyes so I could see

That you never were the best for me

Well I never saw it coming

I should have started running

A long time ago

And I never thought I’d doubt you

I’m better off without you

More than you know

I guess it’s really over

I’m finally gettin’ better

Now I’m picking up the pieces

From spending all of these years

Putting my heart back together

‘Cause the day I thought I’d never get through

I got over you

L.

There's a part of me that's gonna be in love with you for the rest of my life.

It's not easy to be me.

I can’t stand to fly

I’m not that naive

I’m just out to find

The better part of me

I’m more than a bird

I’m more than a plane

More than some pretty face beside a train

It’s not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry

Fall upon my knees

Find a way to lie

About a home I’ll never see

It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive

Even heroes have the right to bleed

I may be disturbed...but won’t you concede

Even heroes have the right to dream

It’s not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me

It’s all right...you can all sleep sound tonight

I’m not crazy...or anything...

I’m only a woman looking for special things inside of me

It's not easy to be me.

Sometimes you just have to walk away.

Oh no

Here comes that sun again

That means another day

Without you my friend

And it hurts me

To look into the mirror at myself

And it hurts even more

To have to be with somebody else

And it's so hard to do

And so easy to say

But sometimes

Sometimes you just have to walk away

...

They say time will

Make all this go away

But it's time that has taken my tomorrows

And turned them into yesterdays

And once again that rising sun Is droppin' on down

And once again you my friend

Are nowhere to be found

And it's so hard to do

And so easy to say

But sometimes

Sometimes you just have to walk away.

One Last GoodBye

How I needed you

How I grieve now you're gone

In my dreams I see you

I awake so alone

I know you didn't want to leave

Your heart yearned to stay

But the strength I always loved in you

Finally gave way

Somehow I knew you would leave me this way

Somehow I knew you could never, never stay

And in the early morning light

After a silent peaceful night

You took my heart away

In my dreams I can see you

I can tell you how I feel

In my dreams I can hold you

And it feels so real

I still feel the pain

I still feel your love

And somehow I knew you could never, never stay

And somehow I knew you would leave me

And in the early morning light

After a silent peaceful night

You took my heart away

Oh I wish, I wish you could have stayed...

J

Eu só quero o melhor. Mas o melhor não existe se não estiveres aqui.

Is it ok if I call you mine?

Is it ok if i call you mine?
Just for a time

And i will be just fine

If i know that you know that i'm wanting, needing your love

If i ask of you, is it alright?

If i ask you to hold me tight through a cold dark night,

I need to let you know that i might be needing you love

And what im trying to say isn't really new

It's just the things that happen to me when im reminded of you

Like when i hear your name or see a place that you've been

Or see a picture of your grin

Or pass a house that you've been in one time or another

It sets of something in me i cant explain

Oh, i cant wait to see you again.

I will never be untrue.

I will never be untrue

Do anything you would want me to

Never stay out drinking

No later than two (two thirty...)

I will never treat you mean

And I won't cause no kind of scene

Tell you all the people

All the places I have been

I will always treat you kind

Try to give you peace of mind

Only you tell me that you love me one more time

Now darling, please don't be sad

Don't run off like that when you get mad

Cause if you do you gonna lose the best friend that you ever had

That's no lie.

I will never be untrue.